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I’ve partnered with @nudebarre to create a cospl

I’ve partnered with @nudebarre to create a cosplay of my super power that I use everyday.

So here goes, my super power since I was 10 has been to use my pain to help others. Everytime someone hurt me I promised myself that I would help others to never have to experience that pain. I would be the big sister to my younger siblings that I never had. I would speak up about my mental illness so no one would have to experience the pain of suffering in silence under a stigma that makes getting help extremely difficult. I would be transparent about my PTSD and my struggle with embracing my sexuality and body after years of religion telling me to be ashamed of who I was.

I don’t think that there is a purpose for the years of pain that I endured. But I believe that I can take that pain and create a purpose out of it.

FYI I’m wearing the Nude Barre tights in color 7AM. And you can use my code Heidi15 for 15% off your first purchase.
Link in bio to shop.

#joyofhue #occharacter #menhera #yamikawaii #nudebarre #angelaesthetic #halloween2021

NGL I’m really excited to show you my new cospla

NGL I’m really excited to show you my new cosplay on Saturday!

Outfit
Top @dangerfieldclothing
Collar @listenflavor_official
Tights @yesstyle
Skirt @dollskill

#egirlaesthetic #egirl #pastelgrunge #softgrunge #softgrungeaesthetic #softgrungefashion #dollskill

Thank you @ripndip for making the perfect doormat

Thank you @ripndip for making the perfect doormat for my introverted socially anxious self!

#softgrungeaesthetic #softgrunge #ripndip #pastelgrunge #egirlaesthetic #halloweenaesthetic #egirl

What do you think my first EVER couples Halloween

What do you think my first EVER couples Halloween costume?

#littlenightmares #littlenightmares2 #halloween2021 #halloweencostumes #couplescostume #spookycute #halloweencouple

Itsy bitsy safety shorts for the win! Wearing @po

Itsy bitsy safety shorts for the win!
Wearing @ponystone_official tee

#grungegirl #grungeaesthetic #softgrunge #egirls #egirlstyle #pastelgrunge #palegrunge

It’s officially #spooktober ! And I can’t wait

It’s officially #spooktober ! And I can’t wait to unleash my inner spook for you!

Fit details
Shoes @yrushoes
Leg warmers @dollskill

#spookyszn #grungevibes #softgrunge #egirlaesthetic #dollskill #darkacademia

A year ago I would have been too insecure to post

A year ago I would have been too insecure to post a makeup free selfie. It’s crazy how much has changed in just a year.

Also #spooktober starts tomorrow! And you voted for a full on spooky theme, so get ready for lots of black and moody witchy vibes!

#nomakeupselfie #springfieldmo #nomakeupday #lovetheskinyourein #altgirls #417

@hiteachesterfield has the CUTEST interior!! Also

@hiteachesterfield has the CUTEST interior!! Also the boba was delicious!

#hitea #bobatea #pastelgoth #egirl #pastelgrunge #stlgram #egirlaesthetic

1, or 2? Which one is your favorite? Also thank y

1, or 2? Which one is your favorite?
Also thank you @thewiltedheather for the amazing pastel suggestions in Saint Louis!
If anyone else has pastel suggestions from Saint Louis or Nashville please DM me!

#pastelgoth #egirl #altgirls #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #egirls #egirlaesthetic #altfashion #pastelgrunge #kawaiifashion #pastelfashion #harajukustyle

Photo dump from @1057thepoint pointfest! Had the b

Photo dump from @1057thepoint pointfest! Had the best time with my sister in law! Also that video at the end made me laugh SO hard!

#pastelgoth #egirl #grungegirl #grungeaesthetic #softgrunge #egirls #egirlaesthetic #altgirls #pastelgrunge #grandson

New favorite anime themed necklace from @shopdalma

New favorite anime themed necklace from @shopdalmata

#pastelgoth #freckles #dollmakeup #egirl #grungegirl #grungeaesthetic #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #egirls #egirlmakeup #egirlaesthetic #pastelgrunge #kawaiifashion #egirlstyle

Anyone else have trouble writing down letters and

Anyone else have trouble writing down letters and numbers when it’s being dictated to you? I literally struggled yesterday trying write a number zero, because my brain kept turning that into the letter “Z” when I tried to write it, but when I looked at it I knew it was somehow wrong and yet still couldn’t figure out how it was wrong for wayyyyy too long.

Top @forloveandlemons
Jeans @ponystone_official

#pastelgoth #ponystone #pastelgirl #dollmakeup #egirl #grungegirl #grungeaesthetic #softgrunge #egirls #egirlaesthetic #pastelgrunge #egirlstyle

Headed into the weekend like… #pastelgoth #egi

Headed into the weekend like…

#pastelgoth #egirl #grungegirl #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #pastelfeed #egirls #egirlaesthetic #harajukustyle #pastelgrunge #kawaiifashion #egirloutfit

Thank you for all the podcast suggestions! My dad

Thank you for all the podcast suggestions! My dad and I actually wound up just talking to eachother for the whole ten hours of the ride up, and then I went hard on the true crime podcasts when I drove back by myself!

#pastelgoth #pastelgirl #dollmakeup #egirl #tumblrgirl #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #egirls #egirlmakeup #egirlaesthetic #pastelgrunge

This Labor Day weekend I’ll be driving 18 hours

This Labor Day weekend I’ll be driving 18 hours round trip to help out my family. Do you have any podcast suggestions for me to help pass the time?

#roadtripusa #nakedwolfe #pastelgoth #pastelgothgirl #pastelgothic #egirlaesthetic #egirl #egirloutfit #pastelgrunge #springfieldmo #sgf #417land

Took these mini family portraits of me, my sis @li

Took these mini family portraits of me, my sis @lilshootie and our mom @loryworld last month, swipe all the way to the end to see how graceful I am⚰️
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#selkie #pastelfeed #pastelaesthetic #aestheticfeed #selkiedress

Mint and pink will forever be my favorite fit comb

Mint and pink will forever be my favorite fit combo!

Fit facts
Wig @unzzystore
Skirt, socks and top @dollskill
Shoes @yrushoes
Belt @yesstyle
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#pastelgoth #springfieldmo #pastelgirl #egirl #tumblrgirl #dollskill #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #pastelfeed #egirls #egirlmakeup #egirlaesthetic #pastelgrunge #kawaiifashion #pastelaesthetic #altstyle

Today’s my birthday!! To celebrate I’ll be get

Today’s my birthday!! To celebrate I’ll be getting some cake and playing a horror video game! Maybe even pick out a new little plant to take home!
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#selkie #selkies #pastelgoth #pastelgothgirl #kawaiiaesthetic #kawaiifashion #pastelaesthetic #nakedwolfe #pastelgrunge #softgrungeaesthetic

Found my new favorite spot to take pictures. Not o

Found my new favorite spot to take pictures. Not only is there a gorgeous view, but there’s never anyone there to make me feel uncomfortable while shooting!
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Fit details
Wig @unzzystore
Shoes @yrushoes
Leg warmers @paloliworld
Cuffs @devil666ish
Skirt and fishnets @dollskill
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#yrushoes #pastelgoth #aestheticfeed #pastelgirl #dollmakeup #egirl #tumblrgirl #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #pastelfeed #egirlstyle #egirlaesthetic #pastelgrunge

If only the tennis court’s at my apartment were

If only the tennis court’s at my apartment were actually painted these colors…
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Fit details
Shoes @nakedwolfe
Collar @elfzhoulondon
Leg warmers @paloliworld
Bodysuit @serpenti_apparel
Skirt @dollskill
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#pastelgoth #pastelgirl #softgrunge #pastelgothgirl #egirls #egirlmakeup #egirlaesthetic #pastelgrunge #kawaiifashion #springfieldmo

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